I haven’t blogged in a while so I want to make this post about my life as of this point.
Hmm.. well to say the least I’m really happy. I realized so many things about myself that I never really knew or understood (thanks to some people). I have the tendency to set goals way too high for myself and when it comes down to it and I’m not able to reach my goal I end up punishing myself. Whelp, this year I want to dedicate it to myself, loving myself and rewarding myself for the all the good deeds I’ve done that were always unnoticed. Not that I’ve been doing it to get attention, but a bit of appreciation would be great. I’m known to please others, put others before myself and I’ve never really given myself any credit. As I progress with all the awesome opportunities I’ve been given I’m slowly but surely gaining love for myself again. I’m still pretty young and all the past experiences has given me a change of heart and perspective of life. I took chances, cried for days, loved unconditionally, was seen at my best and unfortunately at my worst but I don’t regret a thing because all those experiences has shaped me into one damn good person. I pride myself in having the heart and courage to stand in the rain. Life is at it’s prime and there is no way I’ll be going back to my old ways.
